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My Little Human, Darwin by fuchsia-neko My Little Human, Darwin :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 7 3 Allison 'The Cuteness' Ignis by fuchsia-neko Allison 'The Cuteness' Ignis :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 8 4 That Guy Again by fuchsia-neko That Guy Again :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 3 2 Mr. Spider Crab by fuchsia-neko Mr. Spider Crab :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 1 10 That's A Mantis Shrimp by fuchsia-neko That's A Mantis Shrimp :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 2 4 Aaron The Aye-Aye by fuchsia-neko Aaron The Aye-Aye :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 4 2 House-Centipede Wants A Hug by fuchsia-neko House-Centipede Wants A Hug :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 2 6 Mr. Mole Rat by fuchsia-neko Mr. Mole Rat :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 3 0 THE CAGE by fuchsia-neko THE CAGE :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 1 2 Apparently People Hate Mice And Kangaroos by fuchsia-neko Apparently People Hate Mice And Kangaroos :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 3 5 what the hell frank by fuchsia-neko what the hell frank :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 6 3 Grey's Just A-walkin' by fuchsia-neko Grey's Just A-walkin' :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 4 2 Ce Que J'ai Fais, Ce Soir La by fuchsia-neko
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Ce Que J'ai Fais, Ce Soir La :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 5 4
Kynoki Is Here by fuchsia-neko Kynoki Is Here :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 11 7 Chicken Ref by fuchsia-neko Chicken Ref :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 6 4 Charlie Ref by fuchsia-neko Charlie Ref :iconfuchsia-neko:fuchsia-neko 7 2
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by Myly14

Aww, how cute! So so very cute~ This is an odorable idea, simple yet I'm not sure how many people would actually think of doing it. It'...


My GOD It's cute... It's beautiful... IT'S CUTEIFUL I love all these expressions and stuff, and those side views look real good, too! A...


This is a pretty interesting style! It's got that stylized feel to it, pops out to me, has a lot of personality. Plus the colouring is ...


This is really beautiful! It's really nice of you to draw this as a thank you to everyone, even if you couldn't put something from all ...

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My Little Human, Darwin
The one I barely draw anymore :c
I think the problem is just that I'm not as interested in him as I once was; I just need to develop him more, I've been neglecting to do that.
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That Guy Again
'Cause sometimes ya know, I doodle a character design and I don't plan on making a whole thing for them but then they're fun to draw and I keep drawing them and I say to myself "dangit I WANT to make this a thing"
I got problems, I know.

He's still nameless, but soon possibly he'll get one.
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Mr. Spider Crab
You all probably thought I forgot about this journal, eh? >> fuchsia-neko.deviantart.com/jo…
I don't know if you could tell but I'm trying to make things cute because why not.
I also drew my own things though, because I know of a couple of animals people tend to not like.

There is one animal I can say I legitimately find unnerving.
That's the Japanese Spider Crab.
I mean look at them! Look at how frikin' big they get >> media.galaxant.com/000/086/587…
Eeugh, I don't like it. I mean... I guess they're okay but.... they make my skin crawl.
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That's A Mantis Shrimp
You all probably thought I forgot about this journal, eh? >> fuchsia-neko.deviantart.com/jo…
I don't know if you could tell but I'm trying to make things cute because why not.
I also drew my own things though, because I know of a couple of animals people tend to not like.

You ever seen one of these before? >> aqua.org/~/media/Images/Animal…
Personally I don't really find them unappealing -- they're very beautiful, and they're cool. They punch faster than a bullet.
The things is just that, a little bit before I drew this, my mom was showing my videos of them, and then she started showing me videos of them fighting other sea creatures (like octopodes and clams) after I showed audible concern at the titles of such videos.
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fuchsia-neko
Victoria
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hello.
I'm a dork and I like to draw and stuff.
I hope you really like my drawings and stuff. That'd be nice to hear.
Maybe stick around for some more drawings and stuff? If you haven't stuck around already? That'd be nice, too. :>

Some actual stuff concerning my art: I have several comic ideas I have yet to start on. They've been baking in my mind for a while now. Enjoy more random comic-strips and drawings and stuff 'till then.
I also try to answer all the comments I can. If you haven't gotten a reply, it's likely because I haven't been back on the internet yet (I have to use library internet), or I just don't know how to reply. Or you're spam.
Also my message box is overflowing with art and such from people I Watch. I have a hard time keeping up with it, what with no immediate internet access and such.

But anyway, if your here, I hope you enjoy your time on my page :D

Here's the 2nd account I have for things like concepts and sketches, ya know, random stuff >> :icondaffodilneko:

*Also, if you give me a llama, I give you a llama* ((Not that I'm asking for llamas, I just thought you should know :P ))
Interests
First the update:

I'm back from a week of art camp.
It was good. I'll show you art I made later.
Also, some of you may have noticed that I was still commenting on things during that time. That's because my teacher let me borrow one of her smart-phones that week, so sometimes I used the campus' wifi to check stuff out here (instead of staying away because I guess I have some kind of problem)

I'm also a bit sick. It was worse before; worse enough that I didn't go to the library, otherwise I would've been active yesterday with this reflection (which still would've been late, since the library is closed on Sundays and that's the day it was Father's Day).
It's getting a bit better, though. That's why I'm here now. My breathing's getting better, I'm not dying.




And now, the reflection:


As I've said, last Sunday was Father's Day.
I didn't do anything for it. I was planning to draw something, but I didn't. And I didn't draw anything for Mother's Day anyway, so I guess it balances out.
This year has been interesting for me, to say the least. One might say, "stressful." Everything is changing, everything at least seems to be changing.
I've learned a lot about my family. Particularly my father's side.
It's not the best.

You know, I only realized the absence of my father in the middle of high school; I was walking outside to wait for the afternoon bus. I had just gone through art-class, gone through some social-interaction. I was walking and it hit me.
It had realized that so many people around me had a father. They had some kind of father-figure at least. They had that piece in the family puzzle. Even my brothers had spent real time with a father, had real memories.
I didn't.
All I had was the vague, fragmented memories of a three-year-old. Memories that might even be dreams.

He came back into my life this year. It was from Facebook.
I felt like I could put that piece in the jigsaw, finally!
There was a phone-call. It went fine.
There were other phone-calls. They went okay.
But then there were other phone-calls.
There was other family.
Promises and ideas were turned into delusions and realizations.
I overheard arguments. I had conversations with mom about it. About everything.

I feel like the worst realizations are the ones you build-up as something great. The over-hyped ones.
The ones that turn out to be false.

But that's the weird thing.

One day, I could overhear my mom talking on the phone. She was talking to one of the only family members over there who were coherent, and intelligent, and non-deluded. She was talking about dad, and about that part of the family.
Of course, it wasn't the best things.

And then I had a realization.

My father is kind of an asshole.

And when I realized that, I realized that I may have really been better off without him.
It was like I had some of this weight lifted off my shoulders.
I finally accepted it.
I felt good.

It's the funniest thing.

My dad was supposed to be at my graduation. At first I wanted him there; then I really wished he wouldn't be there.
There's the asshole thing I've mentioned, but then there's this; It would've been rather ironic that the first time I see my father since the beginning of it was at the end of it.
That's too much stress, if you asked me.
Then mom was able to get him to stay away from that. I was relieved.


I never had the ideal father-figure in my life. Every time I had the chance for one, it ended in failure. Most of these people are just memories to me now.
But I finally feel like I didn't need one now. I had a mother, an actual mother who loved me and did so much for me, a mother who still does so much for me. I had two brothers, brothers who looked out for their little sister, who still look out for her.
I had that.
That was enough for me.



This journal turned out pretty melancholy. But hey, it still has a happy enough ending.
And I'm not saying it's bad to have a father, or that you should abandon your children; please don't do that. Love your children. Love your family. Be there for them, wish the best for them, pray for them when they lose their way. I still pray for my father, for that side of the family.
I hope all of you could celebrate your fathers and father-figures this year.
By the way, how was your Father's Day? Hope it was swell; if it wasn't, then a sympathetic pat-on-the-shoulder, friend.

This journal is more of me realizing my own acceptance of a bad deal in life, and realizing how lucky I've really been.
I've been realizing my luckiness in life lately. I need to remember those kinds of things.



Oh boy, okay yeah there's my rant about a big part of my year, right there. If you actually read all of it, well thanks! That's nice :) (But to be honest I wouldn't be angry at you if you didn't read it, I mean go have your own life friend :P )

You know, I've had some Kurt Vonnegut quotes floating in my head recently.
Since I don't know how to properly end these things, I'll show you a related one, here ya go:

“… I think now, as my fiftieth birthday draws near, about the American novelist Thomas Wolfe, who was only thirty-eight years old when he died.

He got a lot of help in organizing his novels from Maxwell Perkins, his editor at Charles Scribners Sons. I have heard that Perkins told him to keep in mind as he wrote, as a unifying idea, a hero's search for a father.

It seems to me that really truthful American novels would have the heroes and heroines alike looking for mothers instead.

This needn't be embarrassing. It's simply true. A mother is much more useful.

I wouldn't feel particularly good if I found another father.”

    -- Kurt Vonnegut, Breakfast Of Champions

  • Reading: Breakfast Of Champions

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TheBlackHex Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, thanks for the watch, I really appreciate it!
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fuchsia-neko Featured By Owner May 12, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :)
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I-Am-The-Fall Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
I LOOKED AT THE FAVORITESFOLDER AND I CAN'T

SO MUCH BIXBITE LOVE
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fuchsia-neko Featured By Owner May 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Well no problem, that's just what happens when I really like someone's art :>
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Dangerouspayne Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ahhh I just looked at your art and WOW!!!!!! I love it!!!
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fuchsia-neko Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Well thank you! :D
You're art's actually pretty cute, too :)
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Dangerouspayne Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awe thanks so much
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fuchsia-neko Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Y'elcome :)
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Shane-Yasso Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017
Do you have Discord?
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fuchsia-neko Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I haven't gotten to getting one yet.
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